Shattered Sun

Sometimes, you just feel like driving… (more…)

Sometimes, you have to look at your behavior and realize that it might not be the healthiest in the world. I had that awakening today. I was laying in my bed, half asleep, when the phone rang. I picked it up, being that I read the caller ID and actually wanted to talk to the person on the other end. Now, mind you, this person is someone that I have been working very hard on a friendship with. I really want this person to be a part of my life. And, well, I tend to remind myself throughout our conversations that I need to have patience and that I need to remember not to be controlling. With this person I am usually not in control and that has always bothered me, so by nature, I fight to be in control. And that nearly always causes a fight. It’s like I can’t help myself and just have to argue about nothing. Most of the time, it feels like I’m doing this:

So, I was watching Top 20 Countdown on CMT and when it was over, I started watching Devoted. Have you ever seen that show? I’m not one for all these “biggest fans” type shows. It’s not that they aren’t interesting, it’s just that most of the time the fans come off as a little obsessive.

So why am I posting this? Well, today’s show had a segment about Kenny Chesney being the center point to a wedding. He was the theme. It was cool. Interesting without being overly weird. But they just had to pick the ideal song for their wedding dance, Me and You. I can’t listen to that song without thinking about a certain someone. It’s amazing how you have memory triggers and they never seem to go away. Even after years and you don’t really think about it, one thing can bring it all back. :: sigh :: (more…)

Once, I was a Texas Angel. :angel: Okay, I was really a Texas Devil :devil: but who’s keeping track? Anyway, good group. I heard the song in Damon’s truck and fell in love. The group is Honeybrowne and they call Texas home. Read on for the lyrics. (more…)

I’m very much into music and I find that it really drives home certain thoughts. There’s this song that a friend of mine dedicated to me a while ago and every once in a while, he’ll just resend me the lyrics. I think it’s his way of letting me know that he still thinks of me and I’m in his heart. View the rest of this entry for the lyrics to 3 AM by Truckers on Speed. (more…)