Even pidgeons wanna be beautiful
Monday, January 21st, 2008
It’s eleven o’clock and is per normal for me, I’m writing this post. I’m not really sure what it’s going to be about honestly. It’s more of a train of thought kind of thing, I think. Currently, my life is unbalanced and it bothers me greatly. I need to get everything back in order and get my routine back. I adore my routine and I never realized how much of a routine I have. I think that’s okay, though. I’d like to think that I can continue to grow and expand and yet keep most of my routine in place. 
I know that I’ve been kind of saying the same thing for a while now but I really feel like I’m not in control of my time right now. It seems to just get away from me (which is partly my fault as I have quite a few activities that are time sinks). And yet, I still haven’t found just the right system to get it all better. So instead, I’m making short bursts of time to do things that are really important to me. Like taking 15 minutes a day to clean up my house. It doesn’t sound like much, but you’d be amazed with the headway that can be made in those short 15 minutes. And I don’t find myself feeling overwhelmed either. It’s a good thing, let me tell you.
Now I just need to figure out how to find my groove again. Seems like I’m bearing a lot of stress recently because I can feel it in my shoulders/back. That’s where I carry stress. Right between my shoulder blades. It’s a crazy place, really. Anyone else have a place on their body that just freaks out under stress?
