Shattered Sun

That’s right, ladies and gentlemen, come see the three amazing sisters! Who knew they’d look so similar and yet so amazingly different!?

Lame, I know. But truly, yes, I have two little half sisters. I guess I shouldn’t call them little. One just hit 18 and the other is 16. It’s something else to be almost 28 and just really getting to know them. I feel OLD. I want to imagine that I’m somehow this Cool Older Sister, but I don’t think I quite achieve that. I probably cross somewhere between Weird Aunt and Mothering/Smothering Older Sister. Oh, and I just met them for the first time, really. The last time I saw the older one, she was about 2 and the younger one was a mere 6 months old.

And I’m having a hard time adjusting. My life seems so, well, for lack of a better word, full. I have the photography, Two Terrors, J, work, and just stuff. Everything takes so much time, and I know I’ve complained of that before. And funny thing is, I’m pretty darn happy with everything. I just can’t seem to make enough time to fit my sisters in the schedule. That is so not good. I don’t want them to think that I’m somehow not loving them when it’s really a lack of time at the moment. I’m pretty sensitive on the whole subject because they’re so young and I remember well how it felt to be a teenager. It’s definitely a tough age to go through.

Oh, and anyone else that’s on the phone all day have a complete lack of desire to be on the phone at home? I don’t know how to explain that to my siblings. I’d rather text or IM or email than be on the phone because either my desk phone or my cell phone seems to be permanently attached to my ears while I’m at work. I think I just need to get a new bluetooth and get over it. Okay, I’m off. That’s my semi-update.

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