Shattered Sun

I was reading Damon’s journal and thinking about one of his posts on needs and wants. Personally, I have found that what I want and what I need are usually not equal. I want a simple life. I need a complex one to achieve everything that I need to get done. I want to not work (ha ha) but damn, I really like having money. There is one area that has finally balanced itself between what I want and what I need. My family life. I wanted a perfect family, but now I have what I need, which is a family that loves me. I wanted a perfect husband who would be the best parts of the men I love/loved. What I have is a man who is far from perfect, but understands me, puts up with me, and loves me. (more…)

Seriously, people ask me why a busy person like me makes time for blogging and well, gaming. It’s not nearly as addicting as I’d like to pretend, but it’s the friends that make it so worth it. I’m not talking about those run of the mill, once in a while friends. Or the ones that are stuck in the online friend mode. Nope, I’m talking about friends that have so much in common with you or just click with you that you go from online to real world. From gaming in Asheron’s Call, I’ve become very good friends with Weary, Tri, and Trish. They’re the best. Very different from me, to be honest. Well, except Tri, who is so much like me that it scares both of us. Actually, he’s older than me, so I think that makes me so much like him, right? Anyway… And from blogging, I am blessed with Miss Smarty Pants herself, Rachel! Totally don’t know how exactly we developed the friendship to the point it is today, but damn, she’s awesome. Actually, I miss her and Darren being down here. It’s not common for Jayson to enjoy any of my friends really. The exception before Rachel and Darren would be Carrie, but I think that’s because she was his friend before mine. Now she’s all mine… Bwaahahahahaha! Or not, lol! Anyway, I’m thinking that maybe, just maybe we should plan some sort of get together. I know I could probably con Tri and Rachel into coming to AZ, but I dunno about Weary or Trish. It’s a bit expensive from Alaska and Australia (respectively). Some day… It’ll happen, just wait and see. I already conned Rachel into moving here… Bwahahahaha… Okay, I’m better now, really. I think I’ll go to bed, lol. :fluffy: Good night!