Shattered Sun

Sometimes, you have to look at your behavior and realize that it might not be the healthiest in the world. I had that awakening today. I was laying in my bed, half asleep, when the phone rang. I picked it up, being that I read the caller ID and actually wanted to talk to the person on the other end. Now, mind you, this person is someone that I have been working very hard on a friendship with. I really want this person to be a part of my life. And, well, I tend to remind myself throughout our conversations that I need to have patience and that I need to remember not to be controlling. With this person I am usually not in control and that has always bothered me, so by nature, I fight to be in control. And that nearly always causes a fight. It’s like I can’t help myself and just have to argue about nothing. Most of the time, it feels like I’m doing this:

Okay, totally awesome, wonderful, amazing day! I got the job!! :dance: I’m a happy girl. :grin2: Okay, off to take my outfit off, and I’d show you if I had a picture, but I don’t. LOL!

Love ya! :smitten: (more…)

I found this to be highly entertaining. And not just because I’m easily amused, either! Found on Joelle’s site.

1. I’m looking forward to…. having money again!

2. I’m dreading ….. working for said money!

:dance: I can’t tell you how happy I am right now! I have a job interview for tomorrow!!! Woo Hoo!!! And it’s a job that I applied for yesterday and they wanted me today but I couldn’t make it. Oh! I am soooo excited! How awesome is this?

I know that I might not get it, but it’s an ideal job and just having a quick response and already impressing the guy with my cover letter is enough to put me in a good mood. I think I need a new outfit for this. Lol! :grin2: